“Being a mother is learning about strengths you didn’t know you had.. and dealing with fears you didn’t know existed,” Linda Wooten
Mungkin kalimat diatas termasuk ketika para working mommies whose been working their asses off their entire life, considering resign to anything that somehow tied them.
Resign hampir tidak pernah mudah, so they said.. yang dalam kasus saya melibatkan diare 2 minggu~ um, mungkin lebih.
Tentu awalnya adalah “how bad i need this job?”. Lalu “how good i am in this?”. Bisa berlanjut “do i really have to do this?”.. “did i really like it love it enjoy it, all my time in here?”
I got senobanyu now, and i might not be the best mom in the world..
And i got some good opportunities out there.
But then again i think, i was just had him for about 3 months or so.. and he grows super fast. i might missed outside world, but for him i am his only world.
Oh and i don’t really enjoyed what i’m doing though it’s a good easy money.
I don’t like hearing people talking craps.
When you get sick,
Do you do what you’re supposed to do and take your medicine?
Or do you learn to live with the thing and hope someday it goes away?
Or do you just give up entirely and let it kill you?
I’m not the third.
So here i am. Unemployed. For the first time in my life after med school.
But hey, as a human.. you can be unemployed, but you’ll never be jobless.
wassalamu ‘alaykum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh